Poetry Drafts

Friday // Freeday // the week is ending // $$ spending $$ burning // and then waiting // hating // for the week to start // again

I walk / leaves between my toes tickle / I walk / a rising sun greets birds in the distance / I walk / sand on an empty beech still sleeping / I walk / breathing the air of the living / I walk / dreaming / I walk / seeing / I walk / in gratitude of still being

o>99<o

99 air balloons

no more

no less,

99 condoms

so many seeds

wasted,

99 small deaths

I gave

you,

99 grueling

years

followed

Her lipstick and

powder box, memories of

death airborne.

Their naked bodies

dancing, my drunken youth and

innocense crumbling.

Lost, looking for a star

atop a building; guiding.

Berlin, in 1987, I survived

the almighty culling

forever

You fools; believing that abuse is only an active undertaking. Your turned backs; your not responding to questions; your silence, your mental games caused more damage than any physical abuse could ever have done. Physical abuse can be avoided by keeping the distance; by running away; by sensing danger, mental abuse can only be avoided by running away and then staying away, from everyone, forever.

How do you define madness? Can madness be cured at all? Is madness just a logical extension, an illness gone on for too long? What is madness, in a world of infinite possibilities? Is madness triggered by too much choice and the power of free will?

I bow my head before you / I bow as deep as I can / I bow without tipping over / this is all I can give / this is all I am

There is a ghost inside me / as I age it smiles and waits / there is a soul around me / as I progress it withers / there are questions lingering / about purpose and paths ahead / they will not tell me / so I wait

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