Poetry Drafts

the specifics

I have forgotten the specifics
why I no longer saw you fit,
fit to be the mother of my children &
my wife in the eyes of the church

I have forgotten the specifics
why I no longer trusted your sight,
the insight into finding value in the
meager and the bleak of night

I have forgotten the specifics
why and to whom concerned,
concerning the bereaved as much as
the dead now adjourned

I have forgotten the specifics
of all which came to pass,
this night now almost beyond us &
and the dread from which we run

I have forgotten the specifics
of why I cannot be,
if becoming was the purpose
I have failed -- spectacularly

to break from traditions

there are days when the light, as
perceived at the end of the tunnel, is
more akin to surprise than sheer
blesphamy

this message, regardless of you faith,
is a true statement of my intent, to
support the heir royal in their pursuits of
independence; and ultimately, their
neverending happiness of wonders

With H, and M and little G; why should we
not support their move to break free, to
break from tradition, from the chains of
birth

I for one hail them
and their new

pursuits

with every passing

With every passing night, the king-sized bed I inhabit grows; in length & in width & the icicles therein extend beyond the frame of endeavours of possibilities.


With every passing drop of blood, the bottles I reflect in shrinks; in size & contents & the source of all that is becomes less the matter of fact than the truth of dreams.


With every passing remark I choose to silently suppress; the not said and thus unspoken: oh the blessed, the blessed words of silence lingering: begone you fickle being; begone and stay gone

my words are stewing

My words are stewing, words
left rotting in a laundromat
without coins; without value and
time to dry

To the core and beyond I compare me;
me to thee and failure is
all I perceive

Nothingness will change
into something-or-otherness & I
will grow

Grow beyond the words, the
failure and the nothing which
I am

I bleed without shame
of words &

emptiness

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I no longer regard this a poetry blog… I write, arrange letters into words, sentences if you arrange them further… I am not expecting much & therefore I do not receive as such, but when I do I live for another day; safe in the knowledge that I am not alone in this world

For the purpose of my sanity…

For the purpose of my sanity I do wish to express:
my love for you I did possess, but somehow I forget…
Forget, forgot to make it clear: to make the point,
the point, the point was not as such particularly
clear.

I regret the lack of expression: of the love I did not
convey. No doubt you did not notice me, as only silence
lingered there.

But now when all will never be told I do wish it to be said:
that all I ever wanted was the you my heart held dear. So for
the purpose of my sanity I hope I have made it clear: I once did
love and that love was yours, & thus: it has been

said

At Runnymede & Dundas

It was that time of year; of snow and
hailstorm and abandoned tears,
it was around the time you opened
your mouth; no, not the yawning at
the corner of Runnymede and Dundas,
I found a growing sense of purpose
just then and there; an awesome urge
to stalk
to follow
to never let go
I was found wanting --

forevermore

I found a beautiful mind

Once upon a time
I found a beautiful mind
One I could relate to
If not so much such to its brilliance
But through its struggles I found
a kin-ness & now await my time
to realise that all this is fiction and
a mere result of the figety imagination
of my --

broken mind

another world

The reflection in one bauble is
Different to the others,

I see the truth of that which is
the me; the essence of bleeding:

Red baubles dreaming of the
New year & another world

Altogether

Confusion

I sometimes confuse myself
Imagining being you
Having someone close
Being more than naught

I sometimes confuse the self
Imagining teetering on the brink
Having a place to escape
Being boundless & bouncing

I sometimes confuse
Imagining a self
Having a personality &

Being
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