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lydiateasedale-deactivated20221:
My new year’s resolution is literally to stay single
Because people hurt
& I can’t
Happy new year 🖤
But you can &
should,
We’re here
to
support,
We’re here
👉 always
lydiateasedale-deactivated20221:
My new year’s resolution is literally to stay single
Because people hurt
& I can’t
Happy new year 🖤
But you can &
should,
We’re here
to
support,
We’re here
👉 always
The year ends
at last
But do we hear
the same dark wings
flapping in this
newborn night?
#yes
Ravens inbound: I watch with horror as they pick your bones clean. I suck on the leftover marrow, ignorant and in bliss. Somewhere deep inside, or far beyond the reality before me, the pickings are ripe for the taking, for a feast of plenty; dreamers unbound knocking on doors unanswered.
Ravens inbound: you watch in horror as they pick your bones clean, then me sucking you dry makes it all converge, the feast of one no longer a fantasy, no longer a note in a paper left by the predecessors. Somewhere deep inside, the picking is ripe for the taking, for a feast of one — knocking.
Ravens inbound: we smelt as we merge under the sky of dreams, under the stars and their protection we linger, we wrap the paper in circles of infinity, begging for their ultimate forgiveness. Somewhere deep inside the answers lie, foreshadowing the world before us. Unforgiven I revert to tossing off, and contemplation.
Playlist
Before anyone enquiries about my musical taste, these are the last N videos I watched from my curated playlist on YouTube (sorry no links provided but I hope you get the gist of my NYE living room ambiance…)
Epica - Sancta Terra live at Hellfest (2015)
Arch Enemy - Reason to believe
In This Moment - as above, so below
Nightwish - Weak Fantasy (live Vancouver Orpheum)
Arch Enemy - Nemesis (live at Wacken 2016)
Nightwish - Devil & The Deep Dark Ocean Live in Buenos Aires
Within Temptation - Faster
Epica - unleashed
Halestorm - Break In (feat. Any Lee)
Kamelot - Sacrimony (feat. Alissa White-Gluz and Elize Ryd)
Delain - Stay Forever
Amaranthe- Helix
Am I beautiful?
Am I caged like your rabbits?
Am I stretching enough?Am I beautiful?
Am I cuffed like your wh0res?
Am I bleeding enough?Am I beautiful?
Am I incarcerated?
Am I alive?Am I beautiful?
Am I still?
Am I?
Scavenger XOR lover, your heart never belonged to me, never could penetrate the thin wall behind the armour I wore it for thirty-five years, unknowingly calling it me, and my, and the ultimate I Your scythe of solemn truth, breaking as you joined the sisterhood, blessed I found myself heartless — paper thin
You watch me undress.
Our fingers covered in sick
& the stench lingers as we
embrace;
as our
touch disregard our
fattened shapes;
we
embrace &
let the world fade.You watch me undress; your mirror
like a bra too small, like
a growl too loud, like an orgasm
faked: scattered
throughout infinity.
Our fingers touch, soiled and
wanting, stained andlonging.
Put all your eggs in a single basket, one basket, cushioned to handle the fall Worry not of unforeseen days, place all your chicken in the same pen; Leave the door open for the fox to venture, to find his partner Wanting Put your lighter in the air, then dream of two-stroke fumes igniting, dream of youth wanting of your wanting
These are the darkest days Shivers of yesteryears Unfathomed curls of red dreams Shades of eyes peering These are the darkest days Laughter from a clown’s face Spigots plugged up your … Shades of remorse flapping These are the darkest days We jig and I say no thing We hug and a Jay waves Shared blessings bouncing These are the darkest days Black on grey in humble rain Foulest smell of droppings Beneath eyes of dusk — wanting