a draft, revision 357.3
and the poet wrote a draft, then forged a plan of revision, and the poet revised and yet again, until nothing remained but letters
Copyright © 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil
and the poet wrote a draft, then forged a plan of revision, and the poet revised and yet again, until nothing remained but letters
Copyright © 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil
and the poet wrote a draft, then forged a plan of revision, and the poet revised and yet again, until nothing remained but letters
Glowing
I am tired,
tired of looking,
tired of seeing everything
through these eyes,
these battered and
bruised pair of
translucent balls
I was born with
the second sight,
the power to separate
truth
from otherwise
I am tired,
tired of pretending,
tired of being this,
through this and that
a cloud unmattered;
I find only the solemn
void of darkness
I was born with
a second sight,
a power to divide
truth
through force &
purifying
I am tired now,
tired of the everything,
the thing thing &
seeing clouds,
above as here below
I gather my eyes –
glowing
I let the sock slip
down my foot like a
condom
filled with your desire ∆ your
otherwisebetween my legs and your hag
shapes |I finger and touch the most
intimate of
pages ;;
Your innermost desires
{ /dev/null }
and the bra dropped, the bra left
cold:
left sock-less &
slipped,
Nipples erect &
~ wooden ~
The bread stuffed into the toaster, then the spread of butter on cooling… , Swivels of honey, imported but sweet as … the crunch; the crunch I uncork the blue bottle the crunch; the crunch My love for Bombay Sapphire as I duck & swallow sweet
lydiateasedale-deactivated20221:
My new year’s resolution is literally to stay single
Because people hurt
& I can’t
Happy new year 🖤
But you can &
should,
We’re here
to
support,
We’re here
👉 always
Ravens inbound: I watch with horror as they pick your bones clean. I suck on the leftover marrow, ignorant and in bliss. Somewhere deep inside, or far beyond the reality before me, the pickings are ripe for the taking, for a feast of plenty; dreamers unbound knocking on doors unanswered.
Ravens inbound: you watch in horror as they pick your bones clean, then me sucking you dry makes it all converge, the feast of one no longer a fantasy, no longer a note in a paper left by the predecessors. Somewhere deep inside, the picking is ripe for the taking, for a feast of one — knocking.
Ravens inbound: we smelt as we merge under the sky of dreams, under the stars and their protection we linger, we wrap the paper in circles of infinity, begging for their ultimate forgiveness. Somewhere deep inside the answers lie, foreshadowing the world before us. Unforgiven I revert to tossing off, and contemplation.
Playlist
Before anyone enquiries about my musical taste, these are the last N videos I watched from my curated playlist on YouTube (sorry no links provided but I hope you get the gist of my NYE living room ambiance…)
Epica - Sancta Terra live at Hellfest (2015)
Arch Enemy - Reason to believe
In This Moment - as above, so below
Nightwish - Weak Fantasy (live Vancouver Orpheum)
Arch Enemy - Nemesis (live at Wacken 2016)
Nightwish - Devil & The Deep Dark Ocean Live in Buenos Aires
Within Temptation - Faster
Epica - unleashed
Halestorm - Break In (feat. Any Lee)
Kamelot - Sacrimony (feat. Alissa White-Gluz and Elize Ryd)
Delain - Stay Forever
Amaranthe- Helix
Am I beautiful?
Am I caged like your rabbits?
Am I stretching enough?Am I beautiful?
Am I cuffed like your wh0res?
Am I bleeding enough?Am I beautiful?
Am I incarcerated?
Am I alive?Am I beautiful?
Am I still?
Am I?