The Nobel Prize in Poor Judgement
If there was a Nobel prize in poor judgement I would win, hands down I would and claim it with my record as evince, signed and sealed by the magistrates of fate.
I have no defense, no means to fake my failing flaws, hereditary in nature yet I did not see this coming, did not anticipate rust where no iron could be present; where love came knocking like a vacuum cleaner salesman on a Friday just after lunch.
Yet I refuse to give up, refuse to give in to the promised land, the green grass and swelling seas beneath the permanently present sky in all hues of blue.
If there was a Nobel prize in poor judgement, I would win. I would thank them for their judgement, being a being of poor judgement, what else could I do.
Poetry Drafts
Lies Intertwined
I intertwined the lies
the spoken and the heard
with lies soon unearthed,
I formed a plait
wore a short skirt
and painted lips,
I danced your night away
saw the last coil straighten
and a man slowly reverting,
I let it loose
let it fly
and left my sign,
I unpacked and embraced
your final muffled words
behind the plastic mask,
I dyed it blue
my innocence
in a kiss,
I danced alone that night
along the river of dreams
atop your shallow barrow,
I stopped
and turned
to remember,
to greet a strangerโs smile
with a twirl and a bow
is a lie worth pursuing.
Bad Robot
I blame bad programming,
the programmers themselves
badly programmed
by bad programmers;
I blame bad programming,
the operating system unchosen
and low-level language used
by those inherited classes โ fools;
I blame bad programmers,
the parental trap of tinkering,
the unspoken words, the hereditary
misgivings and an environment
unfit for purpose.
No Stranger
My future is no stranger,
it is the mirrorless face
of sameness, sadness
dancing between blackened trees
burnt to the ground by passions
for someone, something
now eluding me.
My future is no stranger,
Hello Faceless Demon! I see your bet
and I raise you all I possess
to race you till the end
of time, searching for other kind
of mirror.
My future is no stranger,
it was that which always was
and always will be seen
in the cause without effect,
in the mirror sighing.
Soโฆ I went shopping for something to read in the sun
โ๏ธ Sweet Nothings by @stormykatie
โ๏ธ Conversations inside my head by @dg-fragments
Friends Lost
Friends lost too early,
untimely demised from the long road,
lost meandering the land of Madness.
Tick โ tock.
From mizzle to drizzle
to the tempest of mind,
they found no kind of peace,
no patience for the patient.
Tick โ tock.
Friends lost too early,
too many too soon
to a Madness that roams
my mind, as they carry on living.