tentacles
The thin treads of life, like tentacles from a neatly uncut rose-hip bush swathe my solitary soul. I cannot detach her by force, any presence in proximity becomes … entangled; the fair skin scarred and the dried blood … like the breaking of a new dawn
– a reminder.
Poetry Drafts
Our Father - A Supposition
I suppose
You hold in high esteem
The man who were by all reports
Our father.
I suppose
You find a happiness
Between the sheets of merry men
Like wenches.
I suppose
You see in me the thief
That felled the tree by force
Or mourning.
I suppose
You lost your numbered dream
The one which where by all accounts
Your final.
I suppose
You died by sword of pride
The man who were by all reports
Our father.
blue dog barking
Every smile was a lie, missing
like our old awning
after the winter storm,
every otherwise
you left to rot;
every yawning
a rat
echoing your old blue dog
barking,
& our sunset
in spring
unshaded.
You left none
as you left, the weary wind
took all things,
every otherwise
with a smile
still missing.
Unsichtbar
I am but
a shooting star,
an algorithmic approximation
of Tumblr’s twisted circuitry.
I am but
a discarded face,
the wrinkled remnants
of Dr Daniel Westin.
I am but
the Blackbird,
racing across the solemn sky
of lost recognition.
I am but
traces,
a dust-drop dancing
the friendless tango of one.
I am but
the clap of one hand,
a mere monologue on saline seas
a muted unsavoury meal.
I am but
footsteps,
in sinking sand
the lingering sound of carrions.
I am but
a sconce,
slowly snuffed.
The Passions
Attempting to escape the passions I kiss the white lips of Mother Moon, she trembles and turns towards the opposite, and I … I pray … my hands pray a silent prayer … that beyond, yonder, a distant land will help, that there is help, yonder: help – help me – help…
I whisper her name, her pain my gain, I summon her again as I feel her pale pain transcend … the canyon, our canyon of dreams and dents, where
I am.
She is.
We are
unable to escape our passions; the last in line greet us but as we dance our final dance
between the now and the then we find neither room for the last nor the present selves embraced, unreflective of life and lives – unconsummated.
The Summit
I write and rewrite
the final chapter,
but the sun always sets
beyond the mountains yonder.
No version ever reveals
the path taken, the steep hills
climbed to reach the summit;
the pinnacle of life, oh really?
I write and rewrite
the final chapter,
as if the end would matter
to someone so inept.
No twisted ankle
or spilled truth
could ever covey the way
doves die in hawk’s claws.
I write and rewrite
the final chapter, …