STILL BECOMING ME
I grew up in the ’70s
I grew up in the ’80s
I grew up in the ’90s
I grew up in the Noughties
I am still growing up
Are you?
I grew up in the ’70s
I grew up in the ’80s
I grew up in the ’90s
I grew up in the Noughties
I am still growing up
Are you?
If you passed him in street you wouldn’t notice anything out of the ordinary. Properly dressed, semi-polished shoes and a slight limp perhaps. But put on your sunglasses, you knew the ones that makes you see a bit more, the psychic ones. You would notice a slight hump on his back, looking a bit like a rucksack. Focus your mind and you’d start to see the contents.
There are tracks among the layers of words, words thought over and over until they could never be spoken.
There are twisted paths through dark forests, where the howling wind thwarts common sense to prevail, insanity reigns.
There are bruises, cuts and open chronic wounds from the words spoken in anger, resentment and the moments of silence when nothing was said – for days.
There are pockets full of breadcrumbs, mouldy and green, forgotten and never used. Had they been he might never lost his way, and never been led astray.
There are rocks and boulders gathered over the years to build the castle where he’d live out his days with his Queen of choice.
There are letters never opened and post cards never sent. Phone calls never answered, and bells tolling death.
Now remove your sunglasses, and take another look. You notice the crooked back, the face all wrinkled and scarred. His tired eyes looks up at you, yearning for forgiveness – begging to be reborn.
There was an apparent lack of life in the space between the unpainted walls, not even spiders hid there anymore.
He had pondered long and hard on how to improve on these set of circumstances and it finally dawned on him:
Keeping rotting bodies uncovered, flies would eventually come buzzing, and he wouldn’t be alone any more.
He grabbed his axe and left the house – humming his favourite tune.
Beggars can’t be choosers
the saying goes but
I often ponder
why Bots “like” my writing and
follow my blogs just
because I used a word or
phrase like chocolate or wine or
travelling maps but with
yesterday’s addition
“ladies handbags”
I must take heed to
try and keep my writing out
of the commercial scope
for good
With chance meetings
anticipation resurfaced,
Serendipity knocked and
he answered the door.
She showed him the road
of inevitability,
spending the years
getting to know,
aligning quirks
with quirks,
wondering,
wandering,
withering
away.
It was the only
road he would
ever know.
Sustained by their love
and his lust,
the purple eyed vampire
sucked him dry,
wreaking havoc
in the fragile,
feeble mind
of the innocent child.
I close my eyes and
picture myself,
when I open them
a stranger is looking
back at me.
Who am I,
really?
I’ve lived
I’ve loved
Shared laughter
and tears.
What more is there
to cling to when a
siren’s call is heard?
The fireworks of vanity in their hearts, breaks the waltz of boredom.
In the womb of sin, the neon of Shangri-La, the bottomless swamp is filled with broken dreams.
Evil tongues, black as night, spreading laughter and lies through wind and demise.
Three dead moons at the the end of the dream. A women of power from darkness revealed.