Author name: Hayden Veil

In an earlier incarnation, Hayden Veil enjoyed a successful career in software engineering, writing late-night poetry in pursuit of sanity. On 2 February 2020, the world of Hayden Veil changed: Ghosts became real and with its soul laid bare there was no turning back from the perpetual path of poetry.

I got lost in translation

Without the tears; and the smiles

I got lost in translation

Without words to help me out

I got lost in translation

Withering; dithering; to this day

On Being Wrong

Ofย โ€˜Celia Upon Her Sparrowโ€™ I wrote // thoughts made up through staring at books // for too long; too small a font // I never could lament // no well to draw upon // I pretend I have // a future down a path // less trodden; less bare // I think I might // be wrong indeed

procrastination ;;; an icy wall I attempt to climb ;;; impatience ;;; the slippery slope on the other side ;;; hyperbolic discounting ;;; I gnaw on the bones – smiling

tears

my lips meet your bark; I lick against the strand

of innocence,

tumble; tumble; tumblring free; I too crave joy,

I join the queue; and wait; chewing bark and her

tears

no answers

the eternal questions keep piling up

is the light still on after the fridge door is closed?

is the entertainer entertaining even though; no one appears to take note?

am I talking in my sleep as I dream of speaking my mind to you?

are we really here; at all

the eternal questions keep piling up

with answers out of sight

judgement day can wait a while

procrastination // pre-crash-for-a-divided-nation thinking // I sit and dare not refresh the page showing; progress or fatal failure judgement // I sit and stare at the notification // another assignment marked // ready for collection now // I do not; but turn to Tumblr // King of Procrastination I proclaim thus // judgement day can wait a while

not of the people

Being not of ‘the People’

I have no say,

I watch from the sidelines

as the Castle crumbles

.

My skin is white

as snow is white and yellow,

Maybe I leaked or

Pissed you off intentionally

.

I do not fly

as flies fly,

I do fly

my flag high tho’

.

In Magnums I believed

years ago,

In nothing I believe

this day forwards

They say alcohol is a depressant,

On the whole though I must confess,

I prefer the highs of selected bottles,

The finest of wines consumed,

Thereafter the likely pounding head,

The slow recovery; yet recovery still,

Until the waking eye once more can bare,

The rising sun; the world around,

To that of a life in drought; my desert storm,

Days for some reason unbeknownst to self,

Flat and pointless appear always,

A landscape changing,

Much as a fading photo ages,

Over time

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