In an earlier incarnation, Hayden Veil enjoyed a successful career in software engineering, writing late-night poetry in pursuit of sanity. On 2 February 2020, the world of Hayden Veil changed: Ghosts became real and with its soul laid bare there was no turning back from the perpetual path of poetry.

I Laugh at Alice

I let my fingers walk down your
Perfectly shaped back, a meandering
Between the essence of grace and
The seven of eight.

My ex poured the venom, I embraced
Her honest honing, her breaking of
Necks; and skilled fever reluctance.

I love her. She, the unknowing
Participant in the feeble boy’s
Dreaming. I laugh at Alice, the wolf
I crave. I embrace her unwilling
Honesty.

I undress her. Armless. Blind. In
Love. Loving kind. A kindling
Dry.

Screen Snog

I kissed the screen, the window to
The world, in appreciation. Your
Love, a quick response to a writing
Mattered, to a loving
Scattered
Across the inter-web.

Who you are matter less than
The love you shared. My thanks
To you I give, thanks I give to
You a stranger. The Who and
Unwrapped dreams,

The dreams; the dreams of Time,
the clock ticks, as my heart beams
For the chaos

Delish

I relate to your darkness,
The folding of the empress
Into the moot; the moth &
The light gone dark, darkening;
Darjeeling sips,
Painted lips,
The Base Bouncing Beats,
The Base,
The Face,
The Billie
Ey
Lish,
Frowning:

Delish

a future foretold

Please put the future on repeat,
On retreat, in the shadows of a
Day like this day, of a bouncing
Merry; by treat and mistreat of
A walking stick dubbed Mary; oh
those feet I cherised.

I walk, I wobble, I called you out.
The sisters and the painted veil;
Disengaged. Heathen, indeed on
Paved and littered roads, of paths
From paradise fallen.

Show yourself, show your features
And the rampant rage; the rape
Untold, the butter melting between
The sheets; between the tweets &
The mournings.

Please put the future on repeat,
I hate to say I told you otherwise,
I hate to play your unwashed
Fold. I walk into the future you
Foretold: paradise lost &

Lonely.

proof copy

I received the proof copy of my first book today 😊

I am giggling with excitement as I fend off a torrent of terrifying thoughts 😟

It feels good having created something which turned out exactly how I wanted it. Now all it needs is a few minor tweaks before … I … *scary thought* … publish

Ghosts: Poems in Black and White

Ghosts frequently haunt the places we desire the most in our search for solitude: our memories. Our ghosts are personal, intimate, and often unreasonable foes of days long gone. Over time they become our sparring partners in the eternal ring of unyielding fires, refusing to heed our cries for mercy.

Ghosts is a collection of personal poetry painted in black and white. Poems dealing with past and present ghosts, and with the life and inevitable death of the poet they left behind.

Please be aware: the topics covered herein may be upsetting to some readers. There is explicit content: strong language, references to abuse and scenes of a sexual nature; plus frequent misuse of punctuation, grammar, and the English language.


Available now from Amazon, Barnes & Noble, Waterstones, plus many other online book sellers around the world.


Published: 12 August 2020
Publisher: Hayden Veil
Genres:

Copyright © 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity​ / Hayden Veil

… and darkness spread

… and darkness spread across the land,
like paint from an overturned bucket,
Magnolia at its best, making the
Old Masters superfluous

… and darkness spread across the land,
calling forth the wind and howlings,
speaking truth with no ears fluttering,
the silence dropped its anchor

… and darkness spread across the land,
and men tried and men tied their
laceless shoes, stumbling onwards
blindfolded

… and darkness spread across the land,
the rivers sourced in unseen eyes,
an unending supply of salty

water

the silence

There is no protection
Against the silence,
The words desperately
Wanted; the never spoken
Neither lovingly nor in
Anger. The silence
A dagger even blunt
Turns the kindest of souls

Into murderers

control

Con……………Troll
I imagine
Having both / qualities /
Striking twice the
….Luck
My brethren I declare
….this is not the ebb
The flow, or the ultimate
….low-ride
A mere flat, a
Puncture of the veins
….of life
An unbeaten heart still
Beating
A flat roof leaking
….red wine
I imagine more
….each day
That is my insanity taking --

control

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