Author name: Hayden Veil

In an earlier incarnation, Hayden Veil enjoyed a successful career in software engineering, writing late-night poetry in pursuit of sanity. On 2 February 2020, the world of Hayden Veil changed: Ghosts became real and with its soul laid bare there was no turning back from the perpetual path of poetry.

Ghosts: poems in black and white

Ghosts: poems in black and white

Q & A

There are no answers
To the worry I frequently feel
Of running out of words
Of no longer finding air
To breathe
To fly
To be
Another

There are no answers
To the silence behind the white space
Between the tabs and unpunctuated
Patternless drivel of lunacy
La Luna shrouded in
No mystery

There are no answers
As no questions are really asked
Of you
Of me
Of honest folk
To carry us forward
Beyond the calling of the dark dreams
There is more of us
More of truth —

in stories

The shipment of stories bound

As the wind of destiny blew the

Curtains wide

I stared down the spinning wheel and

The offering of time

~

In the shallow waters of the ancient well

I saw your truth as you did tell of

The fire, the love, of death once

Mourned

No longer our glue, no longer our

Moment

~

We prayed to gods of parcels

For those waiting to receive

Our minds aligned to the delivery

To the magical — unboxing

~

And so the story ends

With a promise that today

The shipment of stories bound

Is coming your way

all good words lost at sea

I once attempted to write of love
Of the light that shines above
Then the storm came and the
Ship sank
Most of the good words lost at depth
Only the dark and hollowly expressed
Ever resurfaced

Poetry Collection Published!

Ghosts frequently haunt the places we desire the most in our search for solitude: our memories. Our ghosts are personal, intimate, and often unreasonable foes of days long gone. Over time they become our sparring partners in the eternal ring of unyielding fires, refusing to heed our cries for mercy.

Ghosts is a collection of personal poetry painted in black and white. Poems dealing with past and present ghosts, and with the life and inevitable death of the poet they left behind.

Please be aware: the topics covered herein may be upsetting to some readers. There is explicit content: strong language, references to abuse and scenes of a sexual nature; plus frequent misuse of punctuation, grammar, and the English language.


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Published:
Publisher: Hayden Veil
Imprint: Hayden Veil
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elvis never left the building

Elvis never actually left the building
he turned off the air-con
upped the heating to max
then turned in a pirouette
laughing out loud as the mirrors tumbled

I WALK FREE

beneath your shattered dreams
behind your broken backs
beyond your understanding
before the fall of man

I am

from a distance

I come with no strings attached
I come with no expectations
I cross my heart
Crossing your dream from the list of
Buckets that makes the you
Different from the list of me

Empty

Silent

My dreams no longer describable
Though as likely as a common folk
Unbecoming the pauper
I will love you from afar
From a safe distance
I will admire you

Unknowingly

haikkun:

I’ll Let Myself Down, Thank You

It doesn’t work

Because in a dream I dreamt you said,

“This isn’t something serious.”

And I know, and I know, and I know…

But let a napalm heart pretend.

I see a million ways to ford the river

If I had not stomached so many stones

Too many too manies

Too many how would its

Too many I’m olds

Such a sweet thought

Such a beautiful coal in the folds of my coat

And I shall warm my fingers memory-side

From time to time while I can

You skipping stones

Your sleeping bones

You pulling me up from below

It doesn’t work

To let you go with my eyes open

_____________________________

Maureen Armstrong @haikkun

Reblog cuz #napalm iz close to my heart also

If you could meet only ten people that you follow on tumblr, which ten would they be?

definegodliness:

From the top of my head, varying from a chance to share deep thoughts to fun and easy-going inebriation, but mostly both. Some of us go way back! Makes me wish travelling was cheaper. Anyway, these people:

@takingstockofwhatmattersmost
@readsal
@cruxymox
@agirlcalledco
@midnightxmasquerade
@allnightsong2
@haikkun
@fifty-shades-of-apathy
@behind-the-veil-of-sanity
@cravingwitandwisdom

Me thinks there was a spelling error in there as I is not worthy of inclusion on such list. #ignoreme Though I will always suggest following @fifty-shades-of-apathy cuz … just because #thereareonlyafewthatcanmoveme

I’m not particularly impressed by Tumblr on IOS right now… *pheuming* WTF so you mean when you say IT COULD NOT BE SENT – TRY AGAIN ????!! All of my my frcking words are gone you stupid shit of an app. You better sort yourself out or I will get my Scottish dictionary out… and that will not be pretty @staff

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