Author name: Hayden Veil

In an earlier incarnation, Hayden Veil enjoyed a successful career in software engineering, writing late-night poetry in pursuit of sanity. On 2 February 2020, the world of Hayden Veil changed: Ghosts became real and with its soul laid bare there was no turning back from the perpetual path of poetry.

Glowing

I am tired,
tired of looking,
tired of seeing everything
through these eyes,
these battered and
bruised pair of
translucent balls

I was born with
the second sight,
the power to separate
truth
from otherwise

I am tired,
tired of pretending,
tired of being this,
through this and that
a cloud unmattered;
I find only the solemn
void of darkness

I was born with
a second sight,
a power to divide
truth
through force &
purifying

I am tired now,
tired of the everything,
the thing thing &
seeing clouds,
above as here below
I gather my eyes –
glowing

Pages

I let the sock slip

      down my foot like a
      condom
      filled with your desire ∆ your
otherwise

between my legs and your hag
shapes |

                I finger and touch the most

intimate of

                                                        pages ;;

Your innermost desires

                                              { /dev/null }

and the bra dropped, the bra left

                                                        cold:

left sock-less &

                               slipped,

Nipples erect &

                                                   ~ wooden ~

Swallows

The bread stuffed into the toaster, then the spread
of butter on cooling… ,
Swivels of honey, imported but sweet as

…

the crunch; the crunch

I uncork the blue bottle

the crunch; the crunch

My love for Bombay Sapphire

as I

duck

& swallow

sweet

Ravens Inbound

Ravens inbound: I watch with horror as they pick your bones clean. I suck on the leftover marrow, ignorant and in bliss. Somewhere deep inside, or far beyond the reality before me, the pickings are ripe for the taking, for a feast of plenty; dreamers unbound knocking on doors unanswered.

Ravens inbound: you watch in horror as they pick your bones clean, then me sucking you dry makes it all converge, the feast of one no longer a fantasy, no longer a note in a paper left by the predecessors. Somewhere deep inside, the picking is ripe for the taking, for a feast of one — knocking.

Ravens inbound: we smelt as we merge under the sky of dreams, under the stars and their protection we linger, we wrap the paper in circles of infinity, begging for their ultimate forgiveness. Somewhere deep inside the answers lie, foreshadowing the world before us. Unforgiven I revert to tossing off, and contemplation.

Playlist

Before anyone enquiries about my musical taste, these are the last N videos I watched from my curated playlist on YouTube (sorry no links provided but I hope you get the gist of my NYE living room ambiance…)

Epica - Sancta Terra live at Hellfest (2015)

Arch Enemy - Reason to believe

In This Moment - as above, so below

Nightwish - Weak Fantasy (live Vancouver Orpheum)

Arch Enemy - Nemesis (live at Wacken 2016)

Nightwish - Devil & The Deep Dark Ocean Live in Buenos Aires

Within Temptation - Faster

Epica - unleashed

Halestorm - Break In (feat. Any Lee)

Kamelot - Sacrimony (feat. Alissa White-Gluz and Elize Ryd)

Delain - Stay Forever

Amaranthe- Helix

Am I?

Am I beautiful?
Am I caged like your rabbits?
Am I stretching enough?

Am I beautiful?
Am I cuffed like your wh0res?
Am I bleeding enough?

Am I beautiful?
Am I incarcerated?
Am I alive?

Am I beautiful?
Am I still?
Am I?

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