Note to self & listeners… You know those 20+ years you wrote from the heart not really considering the reader and how the words would be perceived in the mind of the receiver… Those years matters not; or matters little in the grand plan of … everything.
After a few months of studying the art of poetry I find them pretentious and vain. Them being the reference of learning and marks.
So here I stand at the crossroads of all. How to go on, and how to to find my purpose – here?
Any ideas? Any suggestions for one lost at sea …
Note to tumblr (if you’re listening)
I am really disappointed how you just randomly disconnect me from the blogs I follow. If I don’t see any posts from a particular writer I assume they are busy with their life, doing whatever people do in their lives, I am not assuming you HAVE DISCONNECTED ME FROM THEIR FEED :/
But I will from now on. @staff , I am not amused.
Bewilder
I reach into the box and touch it, briefly, the softness of a tennis ball, over-used and squidgy, but covered in lumps, like a disease evenly spread around its surface. I stick my nose in and smell it, the raw pungent stench of a rotten corpse on its sixth week uncovered in the tropical landscape of death. I listen but hear nothing, no something, like a sigh from a tired mother's lips waiting for a husband’s return under the brightest of moons. I stick my tongue in and lick the lumped facade. The salt fuses with my tongue and in my veins a tingle from the hydrochloric acid burning. I extract it and dread floods my veins, fills my lungs, and whistles in my ears as its thoughts emanates, no reverberates inside my head. It hates me, it loathes me, it wants me -- gone. I can no longer hold it, it falls to the floor, bounces briefly on the unpolished planks before it slowly spins towards the darkest corner of the room. I am left standing, my bewilderment – gone.
The Feathers Fluttered
and the swans swam and the feathers fluttered in a breeze caused by the air rearrangement, the ignition of the fuse slowly surging forwards, longing to tickle the dynamite, eagerly awaiting a moment to shine, to explode in the face of inevitably -- and truth, and the swans swam and the feathers fluttered in the breeze ever present
Copyright © 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil
The Feathers Fluttered
and the swans swam and the feathers fluttered in a breeze caused by the air rearrangement, the ignition of the fuse slowly surging forwards, longing to tickle the dynamite, eagerly awaiting a moment to shine, to explode in the face of inevitably -- and truth, and the swans swam and the feathers fluttered in the breeze ever present
The Message (#selfdestruct)
Did you see it? The message I sent, I hoped it would pass you by unnoticed, I sent you a disappearing message, hoping it would miss, miss its intended target, This message unseen and message unnoticed, so inappropriate and yet so innocent, the content from a bin liner mixed with the shrouds of the tormented, Did you see it? Did it -- miss the target
Copyright © 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil
The Message (#selfdestruct)
Did you see it? The message I sent, I hoped it would pass you by unnoticed, I sent you a disappearing message, hoping it would miss, miss its intended target, This message unseen and message unnoticed, so inappropriate and yet so innocent, the content from a bin liner mixed with the shrouds of the tormented, Did you see it? Did it -- miss the target
The Ring
I still wear the ring -- only on a different finger these days, the message you left still resonates -- ad infinitum, the space between us, the void between stars, shrinks with every passing jug under the infinite bridge, I still wear the ring -- Unfitting
Playground Fairytale
and the poet worried about the imagery of the current week about not finding enough metaphors to satisfy the average reader about using those second-hand phrases passed down in anger ; in anguish as you searched your own limited vocabulary and the poet worried about the coming week about having to — rhyme about having meters tangling their freely spoken words about fitting the academic world into their — playground
Copyright © 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil
Playground Fairytale
and the poet worried about the imagery of the current week about not finding enough metaphors to satisfy the average reader about using those second-hand phrases passed down in anger ; in anguish as you searched your own limited vocabulary and the poet worried about the coming week about having to — rhyme about having meters tangling their freely spoken words about fitting the academic world into their — playground