Author name: Hayden Veil

In an earlier incarnation, Hayden Veil enjoyed a successful career in software engineering, writing late-night poetry in pursuit of sanity. On 2 February 2020, the world of Hayden Veil changed: Ghosts became real and with its soul laid bare there was no turning back from the perpetual path of poetry.

My new poetry collection will go on sale on October 23, 2021. There’s plenty of pages, lots of words, and various symbols to get your head around. Crayons are optional.

I am with child. Initial scan shows all is well. Due date sometime in October…

Some Wars Never End

Like a tired yawn abandoned 
A tirade against abrasive angst
Some wars never end and
Most days I would ask her why

Is this it
Is this the end
What if they never
Fully comprehend

What if every day
Is the first day
The same day
The same pain

Some wars never end as
We reawaken to the human
Condition, every pain drawn
On the canvas of inexperience

Her answers in truth
Baffled me much,
Her eyes and the oceans
I found equally soothing,
Her answers befell me
Truly

Some wars never end
Some truths are equally lies
Some dream awake while others

Die

Some Wars Never End

Like a tired yawn abandoned 
A tirade against abrasive angst
Some wars never end and
Most days I would ask her why

Is this it
Is this the end
What if they never
Fully comprehend

What if every day
Is the first day
The same day
The same pain

Some wars never end as
We reawaken to the human
Condition, every pain drawn
On the canvas of inexperience

Her answers in truth
Baffled me much,
Her eyes and the oceans
I found equally soothing,
Her answers befell me
Truly

Some wars never end
Some truths are equally lies
Some dream awake while others

Die

Copyright © 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil

A Surplus of Matter

More often than in years passed
My well of wise words has turned dry,
As I toss the bucket in and slowly
Draw it up I expect nothing but hollow air,
Nothing but the dusty remains of
Something I once cherished,

A surplus of matter,

A stray comma and a full stop later
Behind a pile of abrupt line
Endings, I find a single No,

No – this will not do,

Even a journeyman aught to carry
More in their wicker
Basket,

I'm all too mindful to find another
Well, another source of
Inspirational sorrow,
Too much time wasted in worry
Over duplicity and calls for petty
Plagiarism,

No longer a lurking man
Seldom tumbling in search of
The golden nuggets
To light my day or drown my night,
Lesser so I speak my mind
in matters of love, in matters of
Like
And their inevitable disconnect ...

My alter egos howl
Wanting attention I cannot provide,
The true self sits and
Ponder,
The thoughts wander
Between white ceilings and
The purpose of barren walls,

Turning deaf ears to all
A wax filled finger to every soul
That matters, to all that
Encroach, in truth to all
Still a-breathing

No – this will not do,

Today I will rave
In twilight I will rage
Tonight I will escape and
Paint this weary town

Magnolia

A Surplus of Matter

More often than in years passed
My well of wise words has turned dry,
As I toss the bucket in and slowly
Draw it up I expect nothing but hollow air,
Nothing but the dusty remains of
Something I once cherished,

A surplus of matter,

A stray comma and a full stop later
Behind a pile of abrupt line
Endings, I find a single No,

No – this will not do,

Even a journeyman aught to carry
More in their wicker
Basket,

I'm all too mindful to find another
Well, another source of
Inspirational sorrow,
Too much time wasted in worry
Over duplicity and calls for petty
Plagiarism,

No longer a lurking man
Seldom tumbling in search of
The golden nuggets
To light my day or drown my night,
Lesser so I speak my mind
in matters of love, in matters of
Like
And their inevitable disconnect ...

My alter egos howl
Wanting attention I cannot provide,
The true self sits and
Ponder,
The thoughts wander
Between white ceilings and
The purpose of barren walls,

Turning deaf ears to all
A wax filled finger to every soul
That matters, to all that
Encroach, in truth to all
Still a-breathing

No – this will not do,

Today I will rave
In twilight I will rage
Tonight I will escape and
Paint this weary town

Magnolia

Copyright © 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil

Hands of Light

I am a shaman 
My powers thus revealed
The golden and the naked
Frames a mirrored
Self

Hands of light
Vibrant life
Ten fingers channelling
The source of every
Truth – Divine

I am a shaman
I am a healer
I pass no judgement
If your will believes in
Me

Use me
Abuse me
My humble time I
Offer here
Gratis

Hands of light
Vibrations of the night
Ad Astra and beyond
Faith I say is

Optional

Hands of Light

I am a shaman 
My powers thus revealed
The golden and the naked
Frames a mirrored
Self

Hands of light
Vibrant life
Ten fingers channelling
The source of every
Truth – Divine

I am a shaman
I am a healer
I pass no judgement
If your will believes in
Me

Use me
Abuse me
My humble time I
Offer here
Gratis

Hands of light
Vibrations of the night
Ad Astra and beyond
Faith I say is

Optional

Copyright © 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil

Man, I just logged in to the Instagram app and … sigh. It’s a different beast altogether

Maybe I should revert to papyrus, to wax on solid rock, or soot on dead skin, to the parchment of the slain…

In the Forest of Forever

I am all shadow, all bark
Roots deep in the marshland of claws
I am roadkill abandoned
Car chase disaster unrecoverable
I am the walking dead, one
Crash test dummy laughing
I am all shadow, all bark
In the forest of forever
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