Author name: Hayden Veil

In an earlier incarnation, Hayden Veil enjoyed a successful career in software engineering, writing late-night poetry in pursuit of sanity. On 2 February 2020, the world of Hayden Veil changed: Ghosts became real and with its soul laid bare there was no turning back from the perpetual path of poetry.

No Filter Used

Disintegrated; dis-
Interested in the eastern breeze
Bringing breaking tulips;
Snow an absent friend;
Blown by cherry blossom dance
A Common Carrier bag swings
From bare branches; buds fear
The new world pain: splitting,
Unfitting until a friendly wink
From the golden eye
Beseech them to relent,
To come forth.

Disintegrated; dis-
Interested in hiding distant pasts
A Common Carrier bag is found
Asleep, crumbling without the whip
From gingerbread men:

Oh!

How to escape this dreary dream?

Oh!

How to dream a dairy dream?
Creamed cows and green clouds.

Oh?

Dreaming
To escape
Local shop
Branding,
Painted agony
With sustenance
For survival
As if lives
Depended on it.

Disintegrated; the plastic wrapping,
A Common Carrier bag
Turned container for fragmented,
Distorted, morose memories of
A distant past; a short serenade
Bleak and cold seen through
Broken mirrors: the unsorted,
The unflattering realities
Of a life passé.

Brown’s Introduction to Joyce’s Dubliners is really hard work 😓 #inept

So, here we are again, 7 days * 24h until the next essay is due. These assignments just keep coming, will it never end? Yes! This is the penultimate exercise of lies, lies and more lies wrapped in golden moonlight with a bow of turquoise tatters. The attached card suggest some form of creative writing was involved, but only time will tell if She Who is God will give her blessings.

Shorts

Mother always cut my nails
Short,
Tidy Mother said, you must
Look tidy.

I always cut my nails
Short,
Until one day
I said enough now
Enough.

I let my nails grow
Just beyond
Short, still tidy though
Unlike Mother’s
Fantasy child.

I let my nails grow
Beyond
Mother’s
Vision.

I let my nails grow
Beyond
Mother’s
Wishes.

Mother always cut my nails,
Cut my spine,
Cut my umbilical cord
Short.

I Saw Billy Play Guitar

I saw Billy Bragg in Paris
I saw Billy play guitar
I saw something new
On the backstreets of the ‘90s.

I saw Billy strut and strum
Back when innocence was young,
When youthful desire ruled
In the jungle of Bohemia.

I saw Billy play guitar,
Near the bar where we drank
Guinness on the draft, shamrock
signs and redhead maidens.

I saw Billy Bragg in Paris
Back in the day when dawn
Meant something new, when
Dusk came without worries.

I saw Billy Bragg in Paris.
I saw something new.
I saw myself in black mirrors
With broken strings, unraveling.

Jelly

You wrote about jelly-
Fish, and I fell back into the pond
Of memories, of 5am rowing out
Across the silent lake
Through the haze
Of last night’s full moon;
And the empty bottles
And the screams
And my hiding
And the tears
And the sorries;
You wrote about jellyfish
But I drowned
Beneath their nets,
Suffocated by
Their ignorance;
You wrote about jellyfish
and I fell back into the pond
Of blancmange
and raspberries.

Out of Reach

I keep asking myselves
Why this is, why I am yet to find
The sublime, to experience awe
Instead of just endless fear.

I keep asking myselves
Why my wings cannot take me
High and higher skywards
Instead of just burn and chain me.

I keep asking myselves
Why I doubt myself, why trust
Is so abundant in others
And so lacking in a solemn self.

I keep asking myselves
My scattered brains
Of suggestions to resolution
Of means to avoid destitution
But I hear only whispers
Out of bounds: out of reach.

Poetry Game!

smittenbypoetry:

March 2022 Edition:

The rules are as follows: Write an eleven line poem. Each respective line includes, but is not limited to, the following in order:

1. Something you wear
2. A flower
3. A positive characteristic
4. Free line, use however you like
5. Any non-English word / phrase
6. A reference to magic
7. Must start with: “If only”
8. An aquatic reference
9. Contains the word: “Sunday”
10. Free line, use however you like
11. An onomatopoeia

Have fun!

Tag your poem #smittenbypoetrygame, and I will reblog it here. Be sure to use one of the first five tags to do this, else there’s a chance it won’t show up when I search for it. If I haven’t reblogged your poem within 24 hours, please send me a message and I’ll add it to the queue.

Oh, I might join this one (missed Feb’s cuz … ?)

So Many

So many faces I do follow, so many
Fading pens, so many writing truths
I read not – anything, anymore.

So many faces lost, silent voices
Under grey skies, perhaps lost
In the infinite stream, or just muted
By pressures, silenced by envy, or
Killed by Death.

So many times regrets take over
A susceptible mind, we shake
And we shiver, we stop and we stare
Into an abyss so dark and so dreary
We end up calling it home.

Lost Footing

Death became our chorus,
A backdrop with faded lights,
The wind that drove the leaf insane
In search for our safer havens;

Death became our comfort blanket,
A backstory in times of dark daze,
The whirlpool to drown our hope
In exchange for everlasting peace;

Death became our causality,
A back door ajar,
The spilled ink on our pale skin
In wait for a truer purpose;

Death became our hymn,
A few mumbled words,
The fake truth
Inevitable;

Death became our life,
A few steps at a time,
The lost footing
Incongruous.

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