Author name: Hayden Veil

In an earlier incarnation, Hayden Veil enjoyed a successful career in software engineering, writing late-night poetry in pursuit of sanity. On 2 February 2020, the world of Hayden Veil changed: Ghosts became real and with its soul laid bare there was no turning back from the perpetual path of poetry.

Coming

I take your “Coming Out” and raise you

“Not Coming For Years”

you poured cement into his shoes

welded his fly shut

turned your back and

walked off

laughing

let it be

should I let it be

let it go on and

silently ignore the signs

turn the other cheeks

into the wind or sun

and pretend my

aging process stopped

along with the

free lunch long ago

the rotting teeth and

crackling feet with

aching knees

at midday

sitting down

the bleeding SURPRISING

junctions passed but never

taken

turning back a

constant matter

signs to some

of fading weather

but I just stick my

head in the sand

let it be as it was

meant to

be

Prompted by a @maxmundan prompt: let it be

love and fear (a study in bad handwriting)

you ask for truths

of love and fear

my mind ahummingย 

repeated thoughts

unfinished

stressed out by

speeding bullets

dodging daily

dramas oft

sobriety a

stranger calling

my notes say

g love forget me not

as winter beckons

fear – not

a coffee stain smudge

obfuscated truth

learn – it was

reminder for

the day ahead

Prompted by a @maxmundan prompt: love and fear

a gift

in another language

softly spoken and

one close to my blood pump

the word gift means poison and

married too

not a fragrance of desire

as my days are coming to an

end, the nights ahead will never

satisfy your kind

I give you a promise though

no matter how far I go

the memory of you will never

fade

the months just gone

our Crossing paths

the unknown and desireable

will always be

your parting gift

I know

thirst

There is thirst
lingering thirst
knocking on the door thirst
waking you in the middle of night thirst
and then there’s
fcuk I need to drink that bottle of wine out of a pint glass thirst

do

not

wait

that

long

poltava begone

why ask for forgiveness

when I have nothing

done

my umbrella open

strolling with the

sun behind me

on streets

of prayers

children tugging

battle formation

mercy calls

hollow eyes

following my steps down

into

a kingdom

of dark

dark

days

ruler – liberator – snow

sidestepping

the chain of command

the desire to knock on

the door

of life

never approaching

the well of youth

carrying the corpse over

snow covered mountains

brothers realising

the kingdom has

finally fallen

the raven flies high over

the lion bleeding

fearless

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