Author name: Hayden Veil

In an earlier incarnation, Hayden Veil enjoyed a successful career in software engineering, writing late-night poetry in pursuit of sanity. On 2 February 2020, the world of Hayden Veil changed: Ghosts became real and with its soul laid bare there was no turning back from the perpetual path of poetry.

Once (now)

There were things…

… no, there are things …

… of less, or more, importance than …

… the … … …

(definitive article always throws me)

… the the … vs. the a …

… without hindsight … is …

… a struggle … maybe the struggle …

… mankind suffers … over less …

… I struggle .. a the vs. the a …

… Bond on TV … IT IS IN FRENCH …

… WITHOUT … without … i.e not there …

… a subtitle to help / the subtitle could help …

… Je ne parle pas français !!!! …

… yet the a and the the …

… continue … to … enchant …

… these inept …

… rambling …

… at 32C and …

… counting …

Pilferage

Your words; naked
You; draped in black cloth
Your words; naked
You; with scythe swinging short
Your words; naked
You; taking that was not
Your words; naked
You; perish into dust

Spanner in the Works

Once upon a Spanner
The history repeats
We do again the things we did
When youth we were and did believe

Once upon an Inn
The history defeats
You do again the things you did
When youth you were and dreamed if it

Once upon a Works
The history goes chirp
They wonder not of that which was
When youth they were and comfort lost

Once upon a better world
History became the hurdle
We, You, They and the rest
No longer pondered youth
nor pleasures

Cinnamon Bun

It smells like home,
a cinnamon bun,
never overdone,
just right – spunge

With sugar on top,
special sweet crop,
cold milk tumbler,
the matching – stunning

It smells like home,
the wanting strong,
the cooking erring,
still longing for – home

Autumn wind

There were no dreams; growing up

I was the leaf; blown about by

an autumn wind; drifting free

yet shackled; restrictions imposed

unknowingly hampering

the dreaming; the purpose

of all

The day I stopped living

The day I stopped living

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The day I stopped living
now faded
beyond memory
fragmented
horrors
stirring

The day I stopped living
the ghost came down
the attic clown
in clogs
slowly turning
mirrors cracking
my waltzing Matilda
a dutchess
in dreaming

The day I stopped living
I toppled
stirring
frowning down the
piper of Maris —

burning

I dream of ice-skating

I think the frustration boiled down to either

A) it was 8.45pm and it was still +32C outside and the open windows did not help a damn bit, it wouldn’t get any colder today, fact

B) there was no time for the wine to chill before I opened the container, and lukewarm White is such a pleasure to consume, right

I reckon it is probably both plus the fact that I realised that learning a new language requires either sound proof walls or… Yeah that’s about it, repeating out loud on a bus or whilst walking down the road is just asking for trouble. Plus plus a fact I haven’t considered, maybe learning a new language through the means of a second language is a bad idea to start with.

So right now I picture frozen lakes at Christmas time, people on skates, a cold drink in my hand – covered by mittens.

(A|B)ware

I was not aware; no
the warning sign;(s)
well obscured; hidden
unsighted by choice
seemingly, lustless
dreams and longings
for goal yet lacking
the ball(s) to kick

the day would come
sooner than so; so
so written
among the leaves
scattered; so spoken
by those gone before me
so blatent
yet impervious my skin
filled of sin; and rotten
acorns

I was not aware; no
one day my steps
would shorten; the
pace; cadence actual
no longer matching
the thoughts driving
me forward; or back
undeniably

I was not aware; no
that one day I could
feel older
older than I actually
was
older than so and so
those word once spoken
though true
ultimately ignored and
all lessons to be learnt
once more
by living

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