Part of me knows the truth:
The second floor flooring
Wonโt collapse; yet a part of me
Knows the truth: any day now.
Part of me knows the truth:
The roof wonโt dislodge and land
In my immaculate garden; yet
A part of me knows, and panics
Every time the wind blows.
Part of me knows the truth:
The world will not end
Before my time is up; yet a part
Of me, the self, disconnected
From the world of men, knows
The world will end
Before my time.
Part of me knows the truth:
There is no truth, this is only
Me in a state of pretend
Paranoia.