August 2021

Some Wars Never End

Like a tired yawn abandoned 
A tirade against abrasive angst
Some wars never end and
Most days I would ask her why

Is this it
Is this the end
What if they never
Fully comprehend

What if every day
Is the first day
The same day
The same pain

Some wars never end as
We reawaken to the human
Condition, every pain drawn
On the canvas of inexperience

Her answers in truth
Baffled me much,
Her eyes and the oceans
I found equally soothing,
Her answers befell me
Truly

Some wars never end
Some truths are equally lies
Some dream awake while others

Die

Some Wars Never End

Like a tired yawn abandoned 
A tirade against abrasive angst
Some wars never end and
Most days I would ask her why

Is this it
Is this the end
What if they never
Fully comprehend

What if every day
Is the first day
The same day
The same pain

Some wars never end as
We reawaken to the human
Condition, every pain drawn
On the canvas of inexperience

Her answers in truth
Baffled me much,
Her eyes and the oceans
I found equally soothing,
Her answers befell me
Truly

Some wars never end
Some truths are equally lies
Some dream awake while others

Die

Copyright ยฉ 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil

A Surplus of Matter

More often than in years passed
My well of wise words has turned dry,
As I toss the bucket in and slowly
Draw it up I expect nothing but hollow air,
Nothing but the dusty remains of
Something I once cherished,

A surplus of matter,

A stray comma and a full stop later
Behind a pile of abrupt line
Endings, I find a single No,

No โ€“ this will not do,

Even a journeyman aught to carry
More in their wicker
Basket,

I'm all too mindful to find another
Well, another source of
Inspirational sorrow,
Too much time wasted in worry
Over duplicity and calls for petty
Plagiarism,

No longer a lurking man
Seldom tumbling in search of
The golden nuggets
To light my day or drown my night,
Lesser so I speak my mind
in matters of love, in matters of
Like
And their inevitable disconnect ...

My alter egos howl
Wanting attention I cannot provide,
The true self sits and
Ponder,
The thoughts wander
Between white ceilings and
The purpose of barren walls,

Turning deaf ears to all
A wax filled finger to every soul
That matters, to all that
Encroach, in truth to all
Still a-breathing

No โ€“ this will not do,

Today I will rave
In twilight I will rage
Tonight I will escape and
Paint this weary town

Magnolia

A Surplus of Matter

More often than in years passed
My well of wise words has turned dry,
As I toss the bucket in and slowly
Draw it up I expect nothing but hollow air,
Nothing but the dusty remains of
Something I once cherished,

A surplus of matter,

A stray comma and a full stop later
Behind a pile of abrupt line
Endings, I find a single No,

No โ€“ this will not do,

Even a journeyman aught to carry
More in their wicker
Basket,

I'm all too mindful to find another
Well, another source of
Inspirational sorrow,
Too much time wasted in worry
Over duplicity and calls for petty
Plagiarism,

No longer a lurking man
Seldom tumbling in search of
The golden nuggets
To light my day or drown my night,
Lesser so I speak my mind
in matters of love, in matters of
Like
And their inevitable disconnect ...

My alter egos howl
Wanting attention I cannot provide,
The true self sits and
Ponder,
The thoughts wander
Between white ceilings and
The purpose of barren walls,

Turning deaf ears to all
A wax filled finger to every soul
That matters, to all that
Encroach, in truth to all
Still a-breathing

No โ€“ this will not do,

Today I will rave
In twilight I will rage
Tonight I will escape and
Paint this weary town

Magnolia

Copyright ยฉ 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil

Hands of Light

I am a shaman 
My powers thus revealed
The golden and the naked
Frames a mirrored
Self

Hands of light
Vibrant life
Ten fingers channelling
The source of every
Truth โ€“ Divine

I am a shaman
I am a healer
I pass no judgement
If your will believes in
Me

Use me
Abuse me
My humble time I
Offer here
Gratis

Hands of light
Vibrations of the night
Ad Astra and beyond
Faith I say is

Optional

Hands of Light

I am a shaman 
My powers thus revealed
The golden and the naked
Frames a mirrored
Self

Hands of light
Vibrant life
Ten fingers channelling
The source of every
Truth โ€“ Divine

I am a shaman
I am a healer
I pass no judgement
If your will believes in
Me

Use me
Abuse me
My humble time I
Offer here
Gratis

Hands of light
Vibrations of the night
Ad Astra and beyond
Faith I say is

Optional

Copyright ยฉ 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil

Man, I just logged in to the Instagram app and โ€ฆ sigh. Itโ€™s a different beast altogether

Maybe I should revert to papyrus, to wax on solid rock, or soot on dead skin, to the parchment of the slainโ€ฆ

In the Forest of Forever

I am all shadow, all bark
Roots deep in the marshland of claws
I am roadkill abandoned
Car chase disaster unrecoverable
I am the walking dead, one
Crash test dummy laughing
I am all shadow, all bark
In the forest of forever

The Magus

Did they ever find him
The boy who died
The boy who perished
Under a sheet of ice

One Friday night in a
Youthful January
In a year long ago
Sadly forgotten

Did they ever find him
The boy who died
The boy who perished
Under a sheet of ice

Footprints left in cold
Winter's night
Snow thick across the
Frozen town bay

Did they ever find him
The boy who died
The boy who perished
Under a sheet of ice

Footprints ending at a
Hole in the brittle ice
Someone staggered
Homewards drunk

Did they ever find him
The boy who died
The boy who perished
Under a sheet of ice

I should have been there
I should have known
Something of dread
Would befall him

Did they ever find him
The boy who died
The boy who perished
Under a sheet of ice

We were friends
We shared the music
Rocked every boat
Drank and grew together

Did they ever find him
The boy who died
The boy who perished
Under a sheet of ice

Did they ever find him

Magnus

The boy who died

a Magus

The boy who perished

returned some say

Under a sheet of ice

to a snow-covered hell

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