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I did not fall

far from the tree,

I did not fall

far at all,

but if had

these broken bones of mine

would still be me,

I would still be your

broken dream,

& only you could have

caught me,

only you could have

made the difference; then,

but you also fell

close to your tree,

& you fell much further

than I did,

crushing most of

the sanity & sentiment

of good parenting and

Motherhood

,

I did not fall

far from the tree,

I fell and here I

will remain,

the broken bones &

broken dreams

we share

in silence

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without my daemons – ohne Dämonen / what would I be / without the hauntings / what would I feel / without asking questions / would I exist / without question marks / will you answer me

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I used to wear a skin, an

Armoured suite to keep

You at bay; at a distance

Not quite out of sight, just

Far enough & fair enough

I should have told you this

Secret; secrets we keep

Alone are the ones that

Kill us; eventually

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White clouds

I am no prophet

White clouds

Nor do I carry faith in prayer

White clouds

Through foresight I am blessed

White clouds

Without factories & planes droning

White clouds

Without their darkness pluming

White clouds

I see only white clouds

White clouds

I see only blue skies

White clouds

I see a better place

White clouds

A world recovered

White clouds

I see a future again

White clouds

Though I am no prophet

White clouds

Nor carry faith in prayer

White clouds

I am blessed

White clouds

Blessed to be me

White clouds

& in the blue skies up ahead

On white clouds bouncing

I am in truth

Without concern

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I am dedicating my first book to a fictional character and to a lady I have never met. I find this world surreal. Like a virus spreading. I keep my hope alive, sighing.

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You called me a broken record / no response: a silent agreement / what hope is there for us: corrupt digital entities / remastering required / to hide the tears & checksum eerre0r

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In the search of the ultimate truth / I reconnect to the land of old / breaking the laws of the big brother watching / I pretend I am resident / (a VPN covers my real location) / there are words shown across the screen as subtitles / (which I blatantly ignore) / there are images of large pine forests with elks and bear and snow / I am about to decide upon a path / on how to proceed / on going forward / on what to do with the remaining years / of a life fading quickly

:

:

:

An hour pass / an age of incredulity / I find only scars / the darkness / the darkness I saw growing up remains / the naval gazing / the stupidity / sigh…

I give up

Fuck.

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You tried to shield me from the harms of the world, from the strangers and dangers of this puny little world, so you told me off for making friends with travelling folk, the son of a clown and a horse tamer, and now you wonder why I have turned you my back, why I no longer say anything that matters, why I regard you in a light gone dark, & why your last days on this earth will be a walk of the silent path

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A dark angel came

Riding with pace through the castle gates

Dressed in white lace

Atop a beast

A hell-fire spawn

:

A dark angel came

To take her away from this castle ground

She wore laces & a

Teeth alignment kit

Years in waiting for her first period

:

A dark angel came

No bounty paid

No will of man or beast can set her free

After this she was forever known as

Lzzy

:

A dark angel came

For a girl not yet becoming

For the ultimate prize

For a time

Dreaming

:

A dark angel came

For pleasure

A dark angel came

For me

A dark angel came

Once, until I wrapped my iron clad teeth / around his pride and guiding light / and bit as hard as I could / no that was not me screaming / …

:

A dark angel came

Riding with pace through the castle gates

Dressed in white lace

Atop a beast, a hell-fire spawn

Bleeding

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