In the search of the ultimate truth / I reconnect to the land of old / breaking the laws of the big brother watching / I pretend I am resident / (a VPN covers my real location) / there are words shown across the screen as subtitles / (which I blatantly ignore) / there are images of large pine forests with elks and bear and snow / I am about to decide upon a path / on how to proceed / on going forward / on what to do with the remaining years / of a life fading quickly

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An hour pass / an age of incredulity / I find only scars / the darkness / the darkness I saw growing up remains / the naval gazing / the stupidity / sigh…

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I give up

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Fuck.