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web of lies

I weave a web of lies / ‘fore God’s susceptible eyes / I squash the bugs that slithers / emerging from ‘neath the bush / She wore no high heels / a hazily memory recall / our nocturnal rendezvous / all too short / yet worms surfaced / slithering & ripe for a final reckoning / she no longer strolls the shaded sidewalks / I carry her legacy with me / her memory fading as the decades pass / my regular returns to the undergrowth / my slithering moves / remains

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web of lies

I weave a web of lies / ‘fore God’s susceptible eyes / I squash the bugs that slithers / emerging from 'neath the bush / She wore no high heels / a hazily memory recall / our nocturnal rendezvous / all too short / yet worms surfaced / slithering & ripe for a final reckoning / she no longer strolls the shaded sidewalks / I carry her legacy with me / her memory fading as the decades pass / my regular returns to the undergrowth / my slithering moves / remains

Bo Sez

Bo* sez to keep adistance
To stay apart
I do me best to carry on & so I
Ty ur hands behind the back
The cling film snug around ur neck
Bubble wrap for extra cover
The durx freshly mounted rubber
Cutting holes for me pleasures
Yo limp mode inspired alooney

Bo* sez to stay away

No babes u ain’t getting it ur

Way

Copyright © 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil

Bo Sez

Bo* sez to keep adistance
To stay apart
I do me best to carry on & so I
Ty ur hands behind the back
The cling film snug around ur neck
Bubble wrap for extra cover
The durx freshly mounted rubber
Cutting holes for me pleasures
Yo limp mode inspired alooney

Bo* sez to stay away

No babes u ain’t getting it ur

Way

The Comic Strip

If I were
A comic strip
There would be black clouds
Hovering
Rain falling on a sunlit patio
Threeway communication on
Two-way streets between
Single-minded & one dimensional
Cardboard cutouts

If I were
A comic strip
I would be the reader
The master teller
The doodler colouring
Their bleakness

Away

Copyright © 2021 @behind-the-veil-of-sanity / Hayden Veil

The Comic Strip

If I were
A comic strip
There would be black clouds
Hovering
Rain falling on a sunlit patio
Threeway communication on
Two-way streets between
Single-minded & one dimensional
Cardboard cutouts

If I were
A comic strip
I would be the reader
The master teller
The doodler colouring
Their bleakness

Away

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No stains / no significant markings / I can still trace your subtle patterns / the split toungue spitting acid / a venom from a heart too young / a surgical instrument masked as caring / kindness and open arms / madness in a bucket / overflowing delusions / pink champagne / no ice

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Not long ago I mulled a submission, an attempt to once again serve a higher purpose, to find a place where I could shine, to contribute to the world around, in co-creation bleed my day away & nights of torment to follow dread.

Not long ago I mulled a submission, back when the doors were still wide open.

Not long ago I mulled the sale of my fixed abode, an attempt to find a way out of the maze that had taken hold, a way to once again set me free, to leave the memories behind, to walk down new roads paved with the unknowns of futures untold.

Not long ago I mulled the sale of my fixed abode, back when there were people working & willing to make such purchases.

Not long ago everything seemed possible, not anymore – my dear – not anymore, the future me will find the roads ablaze with the raging crowds of yesteryears, with the wanting and the searching, the hungry and the weary, not knowing what to do or where to find the safety needed to keep going, until the day of Reckoning & the final bill – outstanding

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ejected from the serpent’s

lair,

I scouer the stars for signs of

life,

sustenance an absentee at the

core of self & weary heads need a

rest,

upon the shoulders of giants

a clown-face smiles:

at the pork scratchings

left on yesterday’s

plates;

on empty tables at

Inns now deserted and

bleak,

I scouer the stars for signs of life &

meaning,

hope my first abandonment;

the clown’s smile never

waning

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The flashbacks,

sinusoidally like snakes

my dearest friends,

lack proper context as they

present themselves,

as they show me events: for real for sure,

I worry they might be; to a degree – true,

I fold my gaze inwards

onwards and downwards,

spiraling mindlessly into the

shards of broken glass,

I bury my unshaven face deep

head first

in the quicksands

of my mind,

wanting flashbacks of love

but none is coming

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