December 2019

If I Wrote

If I wrote โ€“ of pleasures only
Words pleasing your sensitive skin
I would be mocked & branded liar
By those who know my name

If I wrote โ€“ of hurts & pains
Words cutting short your mundane day
I would be mocked & branded liar
By those who know my traits

If I wrote โ€“ through mirrors only
Words revealing the inner self
I would be mocked & branded liar
By those who know my face

If I wrote โ€“ for approval only
Words and expectations to match
I would be mocked & branded liar
By those who know my game

So I write not of pleasures only
nor of hurts & pains though true
I shun the broken mirrors &
the race for ratings glory gold

I journeyed to Old London Town

I journeyed to Old London Town
My journey made out of necessity
To form a new life of innocence
Based on truth & adventure

I journeyed to Old London Town
A journey left of righteousness
To meet the skeleton crew
Forfeiting oath & sanity

I journeyed to Old London Town
A journey once twice taken
To sing the songs of old
Amidst the shadows aching

I journeyed to Old London Town
A journey of one & three
A journey of one & one less taken
Between the one and me

they spoke of me

& the men who spoke the loudest
spoke of death, spoke of me

& in my absence men grew louder
became death, became me

& with death and the becoming
they raged as I slept

& in sleep I awaited
the endings of men

Freckles

freckles
freckles I say
freckles I crave

& your lips I do recall
so, so, so many years ago

kissing
time mattered not
kissing & more

freckles, where did you go
& no more

no more & no go
no
no & on

one & none
one & gone & alone & no more

missing Freckles and all I left behind
searching then & searching now
a hapless hack haunted by ghosts returning

the ancient fire of love scorching
come back

come back
...

An Expression of Gratitude

An expression of gratitude I present to you:
Picture a tree not fully grown,
Ripped from the earth with little resistance,
Placed upon a floor of twelve men seated,
Space left beneath its greenish branches,
A void I am about to fill: pay attention.

I go about my day gathering spares,
Discarded paper to collate my thoughts,
To express my deepest thanks,
For the reading; and thinking of thoughts.

I go gently into the darkened night,
under a blessed moon and her howling eyes,
I wonder as I wander of possibilities:
the if only, or the only then.

The thoughts thus gathred,
Collected and collated,
I ink on empty papyrus to stack,
Unwrapped under a tree still standing.

An expression of gratitude; a thanks,
From me,
To you,
For reading this; and for being true to you.

โˆ†

when urges bubble

It is that time of year when urges bubble,
The time of year I urge to clean.
The urge to clean and tidy-up around me,
That world I left to rot - unattended bleed.

I find the empty envelopes in hiding,
The empty poems upon them writ.
Not correspondence yet admitted,
My secrets still kept - abled.

It is that time of year when urges bubble,
When basic nature rules the mind.
It is that time of year when urges bubble,
Unbottled pops and oops alike

mountains ablaze

As I kiss the mountains ablaze,
My lips turn blue.
As I embrace the fiery rage,
My senses go cold.
I pray to no-one as no-one listens,
I whisper the words of wisdom to the witless.
As I kiss the mountains ablaze,
I find my spirit unheeding

suckers

Three Hundred and Eighty Million years ago
A tree slowly grew
The first erection of planet Earth
Sucking carbon dioxide out of the air
& here we stand
Not knowing which way to turn
Not knowing which way is up
With hope slowly fading
& prayers spoken as if
we were not to blame
for the failings
right there, in front of us

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