Note to self: (this is a suggestion to self) [self being me/myself/I] … [suggestion being more of a reflection than actual suggestion] … [this is a note] … (sub-note to self: get on with it). I worry about yet another assignment that require me to go beyond that which is possible (in mind). Some would say think outside the box; but I don’t have boxes… In the corner of my eye I can see the outline, the plan, but turning my head it glides out of sight; unreachable. With time I thought I would get closer to my target but with each assignment I question myself more and more. Was this really a good idea? Was my assumption that ‘I can so anything’, wrong? Why do I worry about results? Why do I worry about feedback? Why; why; why?