There was a flash,
a trigger of thought,
a vibration of joy,
as I saw the Book of Witches
.
There was a howling inside,
Wake up! Wake up!
as I recalled the urges,
and the smell of Brimstone
.
There was a path once revealed,
long forgotten; lower yields,
upon the face of Lady Death,
my Mistress; I place my lips
Better be the world of mine,
To stay away,
To shun that which burns,
Too deep the scars of late,
Too long the healing wait,
To feel again something
A craving,
Let others inherit the earth,
Stand tall among words
Written before,
I should smile at this but
Knowing the truth hurts,
so I go
In silence,
Hurt
this is the time of year when I start to question everything, well not everything-everything as that would take too long. But minor things like Tumblr and Tumblr and my writing at Tumblr, and Tumblr censorship, and Tumblr generally, and my feedback on Tumblr Beta software which goes completely unnoticed, and Tumblr, DID I MENTION TUMBLR?, …
(note to self: enter=new paragraph)
I miss my old self, the creation I managed in my head. Of Normality. Of just getting on with everything.ย
#define EVERY_THING (NULL)
#define LIFE_PROSPECT EVERY_THING
…
life.c:42 me – undefined type, assuming int
…
I will not continue
…
The tax man cometh (swords swords fucking swords)
…
the boiler is the blink
…
I will not persist
…
I wish I could pretend again
…
that all is well
…
that all is as it
…
should be…
…
it is that time again
where the end draws
near
have you ever
considered yourself
a friend
?
did you ever
consider asking
the hard questions
?
beyond the annual
how are yous
?
unfearingly
wanting
to know
in actuality
how the fuck
they are
?
if so, then
I can only say
you are not
my friend of mine
as far as
the questions go
but that does not
mean though
we be not friends,
virtually,
distantly,
yet not
‘I slice,
with my little knife,
something beginning with;
;
;
;
;
;
Emm…’
.
*raising my hand* : Sire! You let I be known
in the the week prior that you were a …
Vegan! How is it now that you are slicing MeAt?
.
’? … I did not say MeAt!, there are plenty of vegetable based ingredients that I can refer to as Emm…!!!’
.
*standing* ‘Sire!, Would you have any ideas to the whereabouts of my girlfriend, Emma?’
.
‘Uhm, …. no … but I still adhere to the vegan principles! ’
.
*slowly walking towards the dean* ‘so you are vegan and a killer?’
.
‘No. I apply the vegan principles to sentient beings only. Emma was not… Exterminate!!!!!’
