I am naked from top to toe
Showered clean like You asked for
On my back with wrists bound tight
Eyes covered, and mouth open wide
I am waiting, wanting, waiting for โฆ
For the one to make my left leg tingle,
a tongue swirling slowly round my hip,
in honour
For the other to make my right leg jitter,
sharpened nails biting deep
blood seeping slowly
My life force weakening
with every beat of the heart
weakening
slowly
I am waiting, wanting, waiting for
The beating to start – proper
I am waiting, wanting, waiting
For a sign
I am not just
Dreaming
Alone
In
My
Bed
Alone
With
My
Pain
Alone
With
A
Dream
Without
End
