a.g.a.i.n (prequel #1)

my heart is beating faster than normal

I am staring into the screen, scrolling up and down a

document; a specification of some kind,

click-click – a paragraph highlighted

click – highlight gone

click-click; click

scroll up – scroll down

my heart is beating faster

click

I cannot show it affecting me

click

scroll

click-click

scroll

It must have been about an hour later I realised I could no longer breath…

I have to go now – flight mode on

I stood up, turned left and walked out the office. I did not shed any tears but only because I filled my head with the mantra “there is a bottle of red waiting”, that kept me going. I cannot recall how I got home but I suspect the usual route was taken. The decision of what to do next was fast approaching.

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