Icing on the cake
Behold the icing on the cake
GO white stuff !
drum
the Drum
never ending DRUMS
beating down my
skin
on your
skin
the sun RISING over
slight nipples
I stand
no more
no less
not sure
or…
Scars
You call them tattoos
the reflections of a life
lived inside out – spinning
the last air bubble of a
man swimming with pockets
full of rocks, the faded photo
of love imagined – lost
I only see scars
trembling doubts
I’m not telling you
I love you
through the haze of
blackened fields
a scorching eye
scanning mine fields
trembling doubts
silencing my
heart
Vibrating Brownies at dawn
Would you love me less
Were I not a daughter
of Satan
The cloven hof
Giving everything you
Desire
The Extacy of
Snake pits and Vibrating
Brownies at dawn
Would you love me less
If I let you
Bleed out
withdrawal, agony, shame
Withdrawing from you
tumbling towards the void
stumbling on unlaced shoes
pain ^ 2 I scream
the hardest drug
today of days
further farther
stumbling on
1.6.8 days WITH
counting the days WITHOUT
the u in you
passing through Middleton
Withdrawal
Withdrawal
Withdrawal
Sucks.
I Lost
I wanted more
you did not
than friendship
follow heart
my feelings obvious
instead followed
for long lasting
advising “friend”
relationship
it won’t last
and love
ignore him
I lost