AWAITING SUNRISE
Too distant 
the joys
of life 
Wrapped 
in shadows 
ever growing 
Becoming less and less 
with every passing 
day
Now awaiting sunrise 
and a smiling 
face.
Too distant 
the joys
of life 
Wrapped 
in shadows 
ever growing 
Becoming less and less 
with every passing 
day
Now awaiting sunrise 
and a smiling 
face.
If you were to ask me
what top to wear 
on that special day 
I would say 
The Grey
always
The Grey
on any day
wear 
The Grey
Twitching legs 
beneath a quilted 
layer of solitude. 
Perspiration 
wearing down 
brittle bones. 
Breathing cold 
air through 
rattling teeth. 
Sleep absconded 
with 
my dreams
With Every Moment of 
Dissatisfaction 
Grasping My Throat 
I Breathe a Little 
Less Shallow.
With Every Moment of
Regret 
the Calling is 
Pulling Me Down 
Alleys Anew
With Every Moment of
Rage and Hidden
Tears the Void of 
Darkness Expands
Fills Like Liquid
Feels Like Death
Approaching
It’s half past silly and
Vodka tastes like whiskey 
In coffee with sugar 
No cream tonight 
Staying healthy
Or not
There is only one me
what you see here is
what you’d see
meeting me
I can’t pretend or
fake or
become anything else
but me – unfortunately
I will try to
Explain
Through metaphors
That building towers
Without
Solid foundations 
And
A plan 
While trying to find the
Purpose
Will take you far and
Away 
Maybe you’ll get to see
Stars and
Swim the diamond pool but
Eventually
The wind will rise 
From the east and
Your tower will
Crumble – along with
Your Dreams